Hey babe. I hope you’re chilling under the willow tree near the river whenever you like. I’m missing you. Knowing at some point I have no choice but to move on with time, and simply turn with the world. I don’t want to let you go, but I can’t live life with this pain inside and can only hope I can come to soothe it somehow. I can’t accept that you’re gone, but I can’t live to my full without you. “I’ll be feeling pain just to hold on”. Such a catch 22. Everything’s so bittersweet and I always find myself back to you. You were so special and I really didn’t realise what was right under my nose until you were gone. I love you sister, the pain doesn’t end. I don’t think it ever will. But know this, I will NEVER ever forget all you did for me, and because of you I can empathise with people better, I have less judgement and less ego. You let me inherit some of your very special and unique qualities and for that I’ll always remember you. I’ll always remember you, I live for you my sis. Keep me focused, continue to guide me in times of struggle, be with me when I’m happy and enjoy the good times like you would have if you were here still. I hope you are proud of me. Because I am eternally, desperately proud of you. Love Rose Xxxxxxxx