Doesn’t stop pie. I can’t take much more of all this shit hitting be from every angle. Being dragged through hell and back since you died and being judged and blamed and accused of shit. I’m done. I can’t take anymore. All I want is you and I can deal with anything but you’ve broken me and no one gets that. They just see me swimming and smiling and I’m fucking drowning. I’m a bomb waiting to explode. I’m not fucking superhuman yet that is the expectation. Fuck all this man. I’m so angry and there’s no outlet. This sucks. I need a hug. I need you pie. I love you so so much xxxxxx