I don’t want to do this without you. How can I be when half of me is up there in you? I can’t do this anymore. This hurt isn’t subsiding... I’m lost in this. We got thrown into the deep and I honestly feel like I’ve been stuck in an under current ever since. Mum too. I miss you so much. I miss you. I’m totally sick of missing you. We weren’t supposed to be separated and it’s not fucking normal. I refuse to ever pretend that it is.