I hate waking up. It hasn’t changed. Knowing I’m not going to see you. Hear your voice. I hate the days I wake up and I can’t escape the thoughts and feelings. When Oxfordshire county council are the trigger and how much I want to expose their bullshit and lies. How them to account for why they were prejudicial in their approach to me and why the fuck they’re such useless lying mother fuckers who take no responsibility for their actions hiding behind policies and wording they can manipulate and reinterpret so it fits with their bullshit standing. What is a plausible excuse for assaulting a child? What is it?? Strange how they don’t want to tell me....cos it’s not fucking plausible is it. Fuck off. Fuming pie. No recourse to justice cos threshold. Fucking bullshit. Help me fight them babe, help me for you and your boy. I love you xxxxxxx