Can't stop thinking of you. Every day, every spare moment. Looking at my children and the hope and joy in their eyes, I remember so vividly when you were their ages and all the time we spent together. How quickly that time passes, how fragile these young lives are and how I'll always regret the time I never spent with you as a young woman. Still utter disbelief that you aren't here and how this could have happened to you.x