I miss you. I miss you, I need your arms, I need your voice, I want you to just come here and protect us. Protect mum. Protect Jay... Protect Eve, protect me. I miss you so much. You make me feel so so so so loved. Even now. You keep giving but I just wish we could touch, talk and spend time together again. All I want is you to be the one to wipe my tears away. I miss you so so much. This hurts. Everything hurts. I just wanna sleep. I need to feel your arms around me. I love you and I miss you so so so so much. I can’t say anything else other than I miss you. I’m desperately scared, I’m vulnerable... And I’m desperately missing you.