days are still so hard to get through. A friend was telling me how their daughter has graduated this summer and how its such an achievement after all she's been through, and i'm chuffed to bits for them and her, but its a reminder that I don't get to see you graduate, i don't get to see you fulfil your dreams and you'd be out there on placement right now, helping people, with one final year to go. this is the reality of losing an adult child....honestly i feel bitter and angry as fuck today because justice will never be served and people don't really give a fuck. nothing ever changes pie :(