i love you my gorgeous girlie. missing you insane can't believe your boy is going to be 7....can't believe its another birthday without you here. i know how much you'd be loving being his mum....breaks my heart over and over again.....why can't people just be nice.....why do some men have to be such fucking arsehole lowlife freeloading cunts? at least your boy won't have to contend with the same waste of space father for his children.....finally breaking the cycle eh? but without you. I miss you pie, it doesn't stop, it doesn't decrease in intensity, it doesn't stop hurting, it doesn't let up. I think those people who contributed to your death, need to be confronted...i need fucking closure, i need to see some fucking justice....hard when the system is broken and fails. i love you pie, more than all the stars in the universe and to the moon and back baby xxxxxx