20th May 2023

My friend died today. When is the world going to wake up and see WE as women are not protected? Every time this happens it retriggers all the anger I feel every time I see Voldermort and Chucky. All the shit they’ve done to us… Everything you so bravely faced while even I didn’t understand. The advice you gave me I so valiantly ignored. However you knew we are all individually on this journey. People gotta learn for themselves. But when does that go too far? When does it end? Every time this happens I lose hope for myself. I lose hope about ever being free. Everyday it makes more sense… Everything does. I’m tired. I miss you. And it would ALL be so much easier if we had each other. I’m sorry I failed you. It seems to be my thing. Give Jax a hug if you see her, she’ll know of you. Death to the abusers. Death to all who enable and facilitate it. I love you… And all I can say is I’m sorry. 💔💔💔💔