26th May 2023

I don’t think I’ll ever be free. But because of you, I can’t even end this. I can’t go anywhere. I have to stay here and suffer… Alone. Where nobody sees nor believes me. Nobody spares nor cares. I am a fucking ghost. This is never gonna end. And I can’t even find someone who is safe. Somewhere. Here only for everyone else. Evie is gonna hate me. I love you. I wish you were here. Because even your memory, keeps me here. Imagine how powerful we’d of been together. Here in this lifetime. But it wasn’t meant to be. I’ll never understand what any of us did to deserve any of this. I can’t fucking do this sis.