Six months ago today Pie and it still feels like yesterday...reliving it again and again in my mind...lunchtime, the phone call, needing to get fuel and feeling like time was against me. Standing banging on your front door, the key in the lock, the letterbox, shouting your name and having Jay in tow the whole time. People feel guilty for a lot of reasons, mostly justified...there will never stop being snakes, fakes, attention seekers and c?&@s.. I feel guilty because I had to stop for fuel. Because a couple of minutes on my side may have been the difference between your life and death. It doesn't get easier pie, its the biggest mess and too many stupid a&%@holes to contend with. Missing you so much babe. I love you hugely. To the moon and back baby. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx