too much pie....takes too much to get through each day, let alone the fucking annual events...hold it together, keep it strong, keep smiling and faking and pretending....for what? i'm so lost without you, i'm so tired of all of this. you took all my joy and happy when you left.....just want to be with you my gorgeous girlie.....i love you more than all the stars in the universe, to the moon and back baby.....xxxxxx